i totally foo’d swallowtail tonight.
1) screwed up nupps
2) my uhm.. lifeline (gasp) came loose. thankfully i basically un-knit but until i get another one threaded in, i’m nervous.
it’s my own fault. .. but as always i foo everything up and nothing comes out even near how it should.
[the papers? same deal.]
i want to curl up in a ball for the next few years… this *must* be done by wednesday night and it *must* be be prefect. **must** i cannot stress this enough. i guess i’ll not be sleeping very much this week. guess it’s good that E planned his vacation. i will probably be sleeping through it. grumble.